ok here is my pissed off list....
1) MOE screwed up major on my JC documents
2) my testimonial is ALSO screwed up (oh when the hell did i become a china scholar and enter Crescent Girls school is 2005)
3) i might not be going to BOSTON ( that is ****ed up major)
4)my mother screams at me for no reason just because i at home not doin anything apart from read story books, use the computer, watch TV, eat, sleep, breath, use the WC and do the occasional household chore.............like what the hell else am i suposed to do.......what buy a friggin JC text book and start reading ???? HELL NO !!!!
5) when i go out my mother ALSO screams at me................she says i go out too often....PLEASE NOTE I HAVE ONLY BEEN OUT 4 times...........only 2 times with friends and the other 2 times is to fix my JC entry sheet
6) OH one NOTE for you all readin this blog of mine........... I DO NOT FORCE YOU GUYS TO LIKE WHAT I LIKE......MUCH LESS DO WHAT I DO..............WHEN I GO OVERBOARD PLEASE YOU ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO TELL ME OFF OR EVEN SLAP ME AND EXPLAIN THAT I SHOULD NOT BE DOING [SPECIFIC TOPIC]......IN FACT I TEND TO APPRECIATE PEOPLE MORE IF THEY GIVE ME CONSTRUCTIVE INFO ON HOW I SHOULD IMPROVE MYSELF.......................IF IN ANY CASE I'M FRIGGIN AFFECTING YOU IN A NEGATIVE WAY FOR F***ING SAKES TELL ME SCOLD ME SLAP ME FOR ME TO CHANGE...........................[NOTE FOR PEOPLE] MOST OF YOU HERE READIN THIS HERE BLOG ARE COMPLETELY 100% FINE....HENCE BY US BEING FRIENDS FOR SUCH LONG TIMES..................HOWEVER IN RECENT DAYS I HAVE BEGUN WONDERING WHETHER SOME OF MY SO CALLED CURRENT OR EX-"FRIENDS" SHOULD I HAVE BEEN THAT CLOSE TO...........................
7) that brings me to number 7.......i have been having alot of changes and thoughts and afterthoughts about some people whom i have been quite close with........................now as i get older and more exposed to different people and different ideologies...................i start to realise that some of me current "friends" have vastly different idealogies and values to myself............that makes me wonder if we can still get along in the future........................... oh well we have to learn how to deal with all sorts of people in our lives and what better way to get a friggin headstart.....
8) OK PEOPLE................the "people" i'm reffering to arn't considered in my list of afore mentioned friends....much less carry that title.............my "friends" list is friggin short.........and most likely to get shorter................. PEOPLE I AM NOT YOUR PACK MULE WHO WILL ATTEND TO YOUR EVERY BECK AND CALL.........YES I WILL GO THE EXTRA MILE FOR YOU AS PART OF MY RESPONSIBILTIES.............BUT DON'T FRIGGIN GET IRRITATED AND AGGREVATED AT ME JUST BECAUSE I CAN'T ATTEND OR HELP YOU AT THAT INSTANT OR THAT ONE TIME..................I HAVE VALID REASONS TOO...............
9) its hard to destress on this blog.................because i can't name names.......they might friggin read this blog my accident......................and afterall after attending GYLC and learing all about the UN and diplomacy.....i think i find it easier to remain on neutral or good terms with as many people and parties as possible.....................that way there will be less FLAMES and hate mail in this world.........................also that way it be easier to backstab them should they go TOOOOOOOOO far............................ (yes that is the VILLIAN side of me speaking)
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