first and formost i shall not complain about a certain PE teacher's lack of understanding towards people who have chronic bronchitis.....seriously the woman wanted us to run in weather that was around 90 % humidity level (just rained) with me without my beloved "puff".........
ok away about that.....what made today a seriously bad day was achually a chain of events......starting from yesterday night......
1) at roughly around 10.30 yesterday night.....while driving Agent Grey's car back from a mission....me and my utterly horrible driving......i crashed his car into a friggin lampost.......... (if the Zionists ever get wind of this i'm shamed and damned for life)........and futher more IT AGENT GREY'S CAR !!!!!!............*sigh*
2) today during Bio lesson........i expected the lesson to be the typical one......and i was rather determined to focus and concentrate for that lesson (including the entire day)......however the topic of asexual reproduction may seem innocent....however my dear a beloved form teacher and bio teacher just had.... JUST HAD TO GIVE ME A FRIGGIN HEART ATTACK COM SEND ME INTO DEPRESSION MODE......................this was what happened (roughly)........... first 3 slides of the power point presentation all well and fine.....then comes the 4th slide and it had this ......................
nice big and HUGE in the middle of the slide....why....the heading was this "CLONES"............
HELOOOOOOOOOOOO WHAT THE F$^#!!!!!!!!!!!!
the moment that slide was shown.......... all my other classmates heard was a loud (rather resounding).......... "BANG!" (the sound you get from someone slamming their heads into a plastic desk)......................... and all the sweat drops came out from anyone who knew what i was going through...... and question marks like ??????????????? popped up on everybody elses's head............... i mean seriously here i am questioning my loyalties (seriously i'm asking myself this question now.....if smith were to return....would i be loyal to him......or to the merv.....or to grey........) and during Bio lesson his face pops up like some source sent sign from the heavens......................
3) today during chem class we were having an experiment that released the gas "Sulphur Dioxide"............... thoughout the entire lesson i was coughing and sputtering.....having by accident taken in two entire lung full of the gas.................... i can still taste the thing right now.....even though its 9 in the middle of the night...............
4) like i said before.........stinking question been bothering me ever since Ex-Agent Brown asked me........... who am i loyal too.....or to put it better...... Who WILL i be loyal to.................. Sab told me i should be loyal to myself........Em told me to decide one my own (much help)........truth is.........as much as i can lead people (ok ok a little ego here but......sorry).........i prefer following orders.............of course it must be logical and reasonable orders but still...............
oh well i'll muse over it some other day..........