ok...first lung inflamation and now food poisoning......what will come next i wonder.........don't know whether i will be going to school tomorrow.......feeling damn bad right now....................*pukes* i came to realised that i am turning back into my kinda emo/stone person that i was in primary school.....no offence the people in my class (those that i hang out with) are sure funny and nice.....but i don't know......there seems to be this empty void inside me.......like i'm not having as much fun and not showing my real personality when i'm around them....i guess its because they keep on asking to keep my voice down....and well in crescent LOUD was my normal voice and well i guess i really let loose in crescent.............i guess i'm kinda missing that........................along with my friends...... emily might be in the same school as me but i rarely see her (science stream mah)......well liu qing is far away in hwa chong (she kinda down lately too) and the greatest of all is Sab who is in far away germany...............i know li ting is in arts stream with me too but i guess recently we've kinda split........either because i think i'm leaving for NJ or because i'm starting to change.......................................only times i've felt really happy again....like i was in sec.....was when i was with orgy 13............i've met them for less than 7 whole days but i can go all out and let my personality out when i'm with them........................oh well........enough reflecting..................i think i'll REALLY die if i keep at this...........................well back to battlefield 2142 (games still help me escape from reality) XP XP XP
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